80's

just watched a movie..it talks about the generation who borned in 80's..i am one of them..this movie makes me think a lot...how do we 80's define the concept of love ??there are too much divorce.betrayer...around us 80's when we are growing..it makes us not believe that there will be ture love in the world...sometimes we just lie to ourselves to hide our emotion..
this generation always want more then they have owned..we always want to challenge ourselves..always want to complete the impossible task...love is included...we want the one you can;t hold...i don;t know if we really love him(her),or we just enjoy the feeling when we struggle for him (her).. what if we can easily get him(her)..is that happy??or just soso...
after this movie..i know that...when we stuggle for those unworthy things..maybe we juat miss the most precious people and  love around us..like the parents. friends.and the one always loves u scilently....

i need to alow down..i want to enjoy the scenery along the way..

Love doesn't mean owning

just watched a show...i cried out...
sometimes when people loves someone,but you can't own him (her).maybe the best way is to let him (her)go...the real love is that to make the people who u love be happy..whoever she (he) will be with,as long as she (he) is happy with that one," i" will be happy.coz "i" love him(her)...i will stay in my corner ..watching u .blessing u forever....maybe it hurts me a lot..but i would like to be hurt..coz i love u....

If i can choose the next life

If i can choose

It doesn't matter if you see me or not
I am standing right there
with no emotion

It doesn't matter if you miss me or not
The feeling is right there
and it isn't going anywhere

It doesn't matter if you love me or not
Love is right there
It is not going to change

It doesn't matter if you are with me or not
My hand is in your hand
and i am not going to let it go

Let me embrace you
or let me live in your heart to eternity
Scilence   Love
Calmness Joy

 

am i nobody???

always think of thing at night..it;s so scilent around..i can only hear my breath..it's slow and peaceful...who am i here..a passer-by or more like a clown?? i hide my emotion..hide my feeling...once i tried to love ..but i failed..maybe i am doomed to have this sucks life..u!!!boy..don't wait for me..i am not worthy..i am just an evil...u should find your angel....